Guiltless, whatever you are
Now, this is not what I always prove
Nor is it something I look forward to
The only machine that works is you
And when I make you move
You have not anything to fear
The reasons are simple
Perhaps, you may not like them
But that is the effect
You will see how it goes
This efficiency will take you far
Until the fluid leaves and lays you bare
I will not laugh anymore
Neither will I cry
For there is nothing that makes me
A rocky ride for all of us
And then a giving of thanks for your economy
Merry men are those making the money
After which no machine will work
A path is long centered on u
When it's time to leave
and ashes blacken on overturned seats
from here it's uneven netting set at sea
When time has become astral
wan of anything unwanted
like this being long exhausted
Here I've seen things
in hungry moments
and the sun was lost
from creating tears
unto fallen leaves
This is black autumn, my black autumn coming
when every little twig and soil harbor neglect
I do not know how far I must see...
my blurred edges
cropped from heavy falling feet
how can it be that you are lost
My little me?
For love I did not harbor
For love I did not live
For love is no place
In arenas where b
static messages in keyholed fashion
make every move incessant
upon hearing the mission in attest
there is a little bulb speaking of itself
whenever words of wisdom advance
infinitesimal appearances in every possibility
but who can deny every little thing said
when the greater sphere is more than an idiotic mind
and the outer shell is incomplete and profound
while sheets of ice continue to fall
and every utter is sounded
there can be no signal of hope
for death should come sooner in
snowlike appendages
then as the lawyer's oath is pledged
leading the matter undeniably questionable
it is justified by evil birds seen in skies
Guiltless, whatever you are
Now, this is not what I always prove
Nor is it something I look forward to
The only machine that works is you
And when I make you move
You have not anything to fear
The reasons are simple
Perhaps, you may not like them
But that is the effect
You will see how it goes
This efficiency will take you far
Until the fluid leaves and lays you bare
I will not laugh anymore
Neither will I cry
For there is nothing that makes me
A rocky ride for all of us
And then a giving of thanks for your economy
Merry men are those making the money
After which no machine will work
A path is long centered on u
When it's time to leave
and ashes blacken on overturned seats
from here it's uneven netting set at sea
When time has become astral
wan of anything unwanted
like this being long exhausted
Here I've seen things
in hungry moments
and the sun was lost
from creating tears
unto fallen leaves
This is black autumn, my black autumn coming
when every little twig and soil harbor neglect
I do not know how far I must see...
my blurred edges
cropped from heavy falling feet
how can it be that you are lost
My little me?
For love I did not harbor
For love I did not live
For love is no place
In arenas where b
Music is passion,
It's true what they say
And once its inside you,
It never goes away(Ah...)
The first time you feel it,
Then you will know
So grab ahold of the music,
And don't ever let it go
Just drive and drown
Give in to the sound!
And cry it out loud!
(Just drive and drown)
Straight to the top!
We're not coming down!
(Just drive and drown)
Alone in the world!
No-one else around!
(Drive and drive and drown)
Give in to the sound!
Scream it out loud!
Just drive and drive and drown
(Scream it out loud!)
(Drive and drown)
(Not coming down!)
Just drive and drive and drown
Music is life,
It's true what they say
And if
When I was young, I believed in fairy tales.
I believed that if your heart willed it,
That love could overcome anything.
That one day, two lovers could always be together.
But those were simple lies I think...
After all, how does one reach across a window;
Reach across a screen...
To hold someone on the other side,
Before they slip through your fingers.
Like a lonely dance between air and water,
I can only stand on the surface of the lake,
And see her smiling on the other side.
...
Sometimes, I would draw pictures on the surface;
These thin useless arms of mine scrawling tiny doodles,
And she would smile and reply to each one:
Includin
Sleep child
Pretend the carousel of life doesn't make you queasy
Dance in the spider webs they ensnare you within
To eventually drain you.
Dance child
Entangle the strings attached to your body and soul
Let them try to solve the knots and tangles
Slip away when cut.
Sing child
Let your silent cries call out to Heaven above
Deafen the devils and the tormentors of Hell
Even though you're mute.
Kill child
Make them pay and make them all bleed out
Shroud them in spider webs and their dangling threads
Then go to sleep.
My Sweet Revenge by TheseKrimzonFlames, literature
Literature
My Sweet Revenge
(So softly...)You drift away,
You've had a taste,
Of just what you face
So many years,
Have been erased
Now cry...
As you fall...from my grace...
Give a cheer, yeah, let me hear,
Look through my eyes...and see...
Your fear...
The future you thought you could escape...
Is so...
Near...
So, give a cheer,
For my sweet revenge
I've lost my mind,
I've come unhinged,
And you...will pay...
For everything!
You'll feel my pain!
When I...am done...I...
Will be all that remains!
(Give a cheer, for my sweet revenge)
All...! That remains!
(Give a cheer, for my sweet revenge)
A bloody ruin...is all you've left...
To me! Get on you
Pressure:
You try to breathe, but you're barely breathing,
You can't think clearly; you can barely speak.
Your mind is filled with needless thoughts.
Your cheeks are red and feverish...
-
You know what you must do,
But you can't bring yourself to do it.
Instead you jump into a thousand distractions...
Mindlessly seeking the thrill of the 'anything',
You cringe at the progress of time on the clock.
And with lips gone dry from an internal hell-fire
You continue to evade what you cannot face...
-Chen Yuan Wen, 22nd June 2013
Hello.
I'm grinding through grad school. One more year to go until I'm done (hopefully).
Sad that dA has become to what it is today. Besides personal matters/priorities, this is why I "left" dA.
I may come back and post again.
See you someday.
:)
Hello.
Sorry, I've been living in my cave since September.
Full-time grad student here (12 units or 4 subjects). No time for social engagements.
The only time I go out of my dormitory is when I have to go to my university library. On weekends, grocery shopping is my stress reliever. :))
At least, one advantage is that I get some exercise walking around campus (taking stairs instead of elevators and escalators).
Finding the motivation and inspiration is a struggle sometimes, but I try to be happy and positive about the grad school student life.
Learning is what I value most.
Hello!
My absence was due to university, and I had no time or inspiration to write. All of this was put into good use for academic papers and for my my bachelor's thesis.
During the three years in university (yup, my university is on a trimestral system), I've learned and appreciated so much. Total and maximum focus was put into my studies, especially my majors. A trimestral system demands proactive time management, and so I retreated into a world of my own - discovering where my niche really is. As a result, I did not have any social life (that's how dedicated I am). Indeed, I haven't wasted the money for university for nothing.
This comi
thank you so, so very much for your kindness to watch me, dear. It means a lot for me to receive your sweet support. <3 and I really hope we can be friends.